Understanding and explaining the depth of the ignorance in the general population about child sex abuse in the 1970s is one way of supporting the victims who may now be seeking justice. So that we understand why they did not say anything, or if they did why they were disbelieved. So we know how these things could have happened in plain sight but no-one did anything. So that we believe the victims stories could be true. So that the witnesses who look back and feel shame at their blindness are also supported in telling the truth without fear a younger generation will judge them too harshly for allowing it to happen.

Another way of supporting the victims is to tell the truth and to be personally prepared to defend  libel proceedings on the basis of truth, fair comment and public interest.

On Friday 7th June 1974 I was invited to a garden party at the home of Ivan Geffen, a prominent West Midlands human rights solicitor. He defended two of the Birmingham Six, he fought ground breaking cases promoting rights for travellers, gay men and battered women. He stood as a prospective parliamentary candidate for Labour in a Wolverhampton seat. He is married with children.

Garden Party invitation June 1974

Garden Party invitation June 1974

He was also one of the leading criminal defence solicitors for those accused of incest, child rape and child pornography. There is nothing wrong with that, everyone deserves a fair trial and to be professionally represented, everyone is innocent until proven guilty.

I still have the garden party invitation stuck in an old scrap book that my mother kept for decades. My step-father was a junior clerk in the Walsall town centre offices of Geffen’s Solicitors. I had two older brothers, one of whom played chess for the county; they were not invited. I was a sulky 10 year old tomboy who just wanted to be treated like my brothers.  I wanted a geology hammer. People stopped buying me dolls when I was about 3 years old and I pulled the legs off to see the insides. I later studied Physiology at University.

I was told it was an honour to be invited and that I must wear a dress because “Geff loves little girls in dresses”. I don’t know where the dress came from that I was told I had to wear. I don’t think it belonged to me.

Stupid dress or not I was very excited to be invited to an adult party. I thought the house was just amazing, three reception rooms, a grand piano, patio doors leading to the garden – very modern and stylish, for the 1970s. They served grape juice to the little girls. I did not know that grape juice existed; fresh orange juice was a Christmas luxury at our house. Red grape juice; it was the most exquisite thing I had ever tasted in my life. There were other exotic luxuries galore. I was not particularly socially deprived it was just that most of us had liver and onions for our tea and one apple a day in the 70s. A few shops had started stocking kiwis, but I don’t think you could get them at the co-op. Wine and olive oil were only found in the poshest of kitchens.

The adult party goers were the intelligencia of the left. One man was pointed out to me and I was told in awe that he had been selected for a safe Labour seat and would be an MP soon. I felt so lucky to be there with all these important people.

Everyone said how beautiful all the little girls looked, there were about 12 in all, mostly aged between 6 and 9, all wearing light coloured short little dresses, quite old fashioned more 1950s style than 1970s. There were no boys at the party. I was one of the oldest but I was very short and skinny for my age and could easily pass for 7. We played in the big garden, that was split into different areas, and was exciting to explore. It got dark; it must have been late, but we were allowed to stay up because we had been favoured with an invitation to this dazzling social event.

There were bottles and bottles of proper wine selected by our host for the grown-ups, no bring your own party kegs. Mr Geffen and another man had seated themselves on upright chairs just in front of the piano with their backs to the outside wall next to a door into the garden. The little girls had to take a turn sitting on the gentleman’s knees. A turn seemed to last about 10 minutes. Geffen was about 50 years old and had a thin gaunt appearance and a beard. I didn’t fancy taking my turn. I watched one little girl turning pale and when Geffen’s hands reappeared and he said she could go now, she shot off into the garden looking terrified.

Everyone smiled and said that Geffen was such a lovely man because he had given this fantastic party and because he loved little girls and let them sit on his knee. The majority of people would not have thought the behaviour inappropriate and would have considered anyone who objected had a filthy dirty mind for such a thing to even occur to them.

I tried to keep out of the way but I was told it was going to be my turn next and I had to stay in the house. I was also told that he had put his hand inside one of the girls knickers and then inside her – there. I was told this just before it was my turn. The moment came and another girl slid off his knee and bolted out of the room. I was standing in the big room that went from the front of the house to the back, and Geffen was through an open plan area in the ‘music room’, I was about 15 feet away from him. I stood on the spot. I was cajoled – “come on up you get”. Geffen had his hands on the top of his thighs. I stared at his hands. I said I don’t want to. People tutted and said it was my turn. My mother was mortified – was I going to cause a scene? She told me to do as I was told.

I stood my ground and said “but I’ll have to sit on his hands” there was a gasp of horror from the room. Geffen actually blushed and moved his hands and waved them around and said it did not matter where his hands were, he had not even noticed where his hands were and beckoned me again. People suddenly felt angry and uncomfortable. Someone said there was nothing to be scared of and Ivan wanted me to sit on his knee so I should do as I was told. I stood my ground again and said emphatically “but I don’t want to sit on his knee”. A large older women behind me exclaimed that “it is always the ones with red hair who are the naughty ones”. Almost everyone in the room was frowning with disgust at my defiant behaviour. Geffen relented and chose another girl. I had escaped.

One young man, who was doing articles at Geffen’s Solicitors and who I had met many times at my mother’s house and I liked very much, was standing beaming at me with pride and admiration. I really did not understand that myself. I felt wretched. I was always in trouble. The other little girls were good little girls and I was an ungrateful, spiteful little madam who had embarrassed my mum in front of all those people. I believe that young man is a judge now.

A few years ago I read an old news story on internet. Ivan Geffen had been charged with indecently assaulting girls over a lengthy period of time. These alleged victims had been the daughters of his female clients, from very socially deprived backgrounds. It was alleged he had taken them on outings (good works for the poor, charity and philanthropy) and then assaulted them, some on many occasions. He was acquitted of all the charges in 2002. His defence was that the West Midlands CID were fitting him up because he had taken many cases against them and had defended the Birmingham Six, and that the women were motivated by wanting compensation, or owed the police favours. You can imagine they had not done very well in later life, and their characters were probably easily attacked.

I believe Ivan Geffen is still alive at over 90 years old. I have not read any obituaries, and he was always a bit of a left wing celeb in Birmingham. He was still writing articles about false accusations of child abuse being fuelled by the compensation culture up until a few years ago. I believe he will get the same analysis as Jimmy Saville when he goes: He hid in plain sight. He used his status to put himself beyond suspicion. He targeted the most vulnerable. I hope it is some comfort to his victims that they will be believed in the end because it is the inescapable truth.

Rachel Sharma

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  1. Kimberley Benton says:

    Hi Zoe, thank you for writing your story, it must of taken a lot of courage. I myself and 2 of my friends were abused by Geffen when we were 6 years old. My parents didn’t believe me at the time until they saw the local headlines in 2002. Feel free to get intouch if you wish to talk to someone.

    Kimberley X

    1. Tracey says:

      Hi Kimberly I hope you get to see this message, and I hope I don’t startle you but I was the whistle blower who stopped Geffen from ever abusing another little girl again. I am so sorry for what he did to you, I saved my own 3 girls from being abused by him and I most certainly did not owe the CID any favours as I am IRISH and why would I owe anyone of them favours. I would love to get in touch with you if you didn’t mind. You can email me at traceymorris604@gmail.com he should of went down in 02 and I have never read any stories on his trial etc but I see I was wrongly accused of corruption and I will be taking legal action on this. I hope you are well Kimberly, my daughter is a survivor of abuse but Geffen never got the chance to hurt my girls or any girls again. Thake care I hope you get this x

  2. Kat says:

    I believe his accusers. I was taken to the Pantomime at a theatre by him when I was a girl. He didn’t do anything to me but he was a very strange man and I believe he was sussing out whether he would get away with abusing me or the other girl with us. He was insistent that we sat either side if him (there were five of us altogether – his wife and a little boy). he also tried to accompany us to the toilet but we were clear we didn’t need to be accompanied.

  3. Martin says:

    I saw Geffens’s obit in the Guardian today, I have heard many stories which collaborate your account. One even came from the step-daughter of a GP who was, she claimed, a fellow member of a ring of well connected ‘naughty boys’.

    There was something ‘strange’ about the Geffen household. One articled clerk who lodged there a subsequently had a falling out with the man did say that he saw no evidence of any untoward behaviour with young girls, when I discussed the affair with him recently. He left the form and his lodging in early ’73.

    Sometime in the early 1970’s I had a very odd conversation with his wife Mary, who was distressed and emotional. She warned me not to associate with her husband as there were some ‘goings on’ that were ‘very dangerous to anyone who wanted a career in education’. At the time I could make no sense of this and despite her reputation for an aversion to long-haired dope-smoking hippies the only other hypothesis was she was coming on like a Mrs Robinson to divert me from a step daughter. I suspect that she subsequently went into denial and concentrated on the ‘good’ aspects of the practice and not the very dodgy bits.

    There were a lot of different fish being fried in that practice and Geffen’s relationship with the ‘funnies’ was multidimensional and complex.

    If you are who I think you are, I taught you brother economics.

  4. Don says:

    Hi there. I would just like to say that I have similar memories of an incident involving mr Geffen in the Mid to late 70s. I to was resistant and my memories are foggy and i’ve never been sure what happened but wanted to add my voice to say that I believe those who were abused by him I am sorry that they were t believed at the time.

  5. jakelyn says:

    I was the step daughter of Bill McCrindle who worked for the company that ran Its a knockout in blackpool /st annes he also worked for the shows on the piers showing the comiedians, as a young girl I went along with him to work and those times have wrecked the rest of my life. My childhood stopped there. I went on to be unlucky enough to be taken into care only to learn child abuse was just as bad in the places children should feel safe, I spoke out yet nothing was done it was swept under the carpet, I learnt to be strong yet have seen so many kids suffer im happy its coming out now yet its to late, people knew then, they should be ashamed not us, we spoke out no one listened.

    1. Tracey says:

      Hi jakelyn I am so sorry no one believed you about this serious preditor. I was the whistle blower who stopped Geffen from abusing little girls back in June 1999 I would love to chat with you my email address is traceymorris604@gmail.com. I am going to tell the real story on Geffen at the anti abuse rally held by Chris tuck this June 27th at travalgar square. The truth will be told about Geffen once and for all xx

  6. Alec says:

    I met Geffen when he was supposedly acting for me.

    He was handed my papers when he said he would read them and give me advice on how to appear for myself in a case of bad building of my house.

    He did nothing.

    After some time I asked him for my papers back but had to get a court order for them as he refused to return them until he was paid a sum of money which I thought unearned.

    When I went to Court the judge started proceedings by saying that “Mr Geffen was well known this Court” which I later thought meant that he started inclined to his case and not mine.

    I lost and costs were awarded against me.

    But the amount claimed was below a certain sum and so I would have to pay only a reasonable fixed fee.

    But on the request of Geffen’s barrister.the judge over-ruled my point and awarded full costs as claimed by Geffen implying that I had been vexatious in bringing a lawyer before a Court.

    I had represented myself so in the old saying “a man who represents himself in an English court has a fool for a client”.

    In conversations and meetings with Geffen he struck me as a bumptious arrogant twerp.

    But I moved on.

  7. alec says:

    Could there not be legal process of establishing the fact in regard to Ivan Geffen?

    It is being done in respect of Janner.

  8. Jade says:

    I was one of these girls you decribed. My mother was a single mother i was asked to go on a day trip. At 27 now ive just found this. Ive never thought to google it until now and all the memories came flooding back. That what u deceived was exactly what he did too me. It breaks my heart knowing he got found not guilty. Sending out love to you all. We are all here for each other

  9. Diina May says:

    I cannot disbelieve your stories but I knew Ivan really well and he never once behaved inappropriately during those 70s years. It hurts to think that the lovely man I knew could do such awful things.

    1. Liza says:

      Oh yes a very charming , intelligent man , how else would he of managed to groom all those families. We wasn’t all from deprived backgrounds.

  10. Zoe says:

    I was abused by ivan geffen when I was 6 years old, I remember him clearly telling me that if I told anyone I would be taken away from my mom I was in in permanent Foster care so the thought of been taken away from my mom terrified me so I didn’t tell a soul until I was 12-13, the court case was so scary I was a child being cross examined by a top lawyer but I told my truth fully and without fear when he got found not guilty it killed something inside me you’ve just been called a liar although the truth of what happened haunts you daily to know he spent his last few years free disgusts me ill never be free of what he did I hope he’s burning in hell

  11. Liza says:

    I was also part of this court case against geffen. Looking back now its obvious it was being covered up. So many cases but none of us were allowed to meet , separate rooms , separate cars , I had Keith Wilkinson from ITV news wanting to interview me , the taxi was waiting at my door but at same time I had cid on the phone going mad they didn’t want the media getting hold of the truths . for us the case was set to retrial , which we couldn’t endure again . it went back into court and no evidence was presented by the crown , therefore he was acquitted. I really want this case reopened , he’s dead but I want justice for the sheer devastation he has caused my family.

    1. Zoe dean says:

      I totally agree they were too many of us for him to walk free I’ve always had the feeling that the jury were paid off how could they listen to all our truths and find him not guilty I don’t understand it,

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